can't be carefull on a skateboard, man!  [Stephen King - It] And what is more: You should not even try. It wouldn't do you good. Tensed is not the word. Once upon a time I deeply loved what I did for a livin'. By now, tension is growing in a way that tends to block creativity as well as ... nearly any sense of being alive beyond the struggle.

Knowing me, I feel a rollercoaster approaching. Something has to be put on a new track.

Reminds me of an american saying: If you can't love it, change it. If you can't change it, leave it.

Waiting for the hurricane ...